
A Matrix – something within or from which something else originates, develops, or takes form.
I began my journey as a kajirus collared by the great house of Arquana. My first Master, ReoDominus Commander, took me in and gave me a foundation I take with me throughout Gor to this day. I shared this home with my chain brothers Gao Niangao, Dahni Nykvist, and Gay Ra, as well as Master Tap Quentin’s chain of Kyle Onmura and Scott Hifeng. Scott was collared one day before me, so I was the youngest of the chain. Our Master pledged to the great city of Tyros, but was previously of Tancred’s Landing. We lived happily in Arquana together until my Master started traveling. Master Tap went out on his own to establish Three Winds, while the rest of the boys stayed lonely in Arquana.
It was at this time I met Master Marc Carbetta. Master took me out and taught me how to fight with bows and swords. We would travel cities together with his kajira, Chloe. He was the First Sword of Siba before the outlaws took over the city. I fell madly in love with him. He purchased my collar after my Master returned from traveling over several months. My Master accepted and I became the property of Master Marc.
We lived out our days in Siba until the outlaw rebellion. We escaped with our lives to The Oasis of Red Rock where we were given shelter by the Pasha Charles Tiramisu and his free companion, Mistydawn Herbst. We also had the good fortune of meeting up with the Three Winds chain, who had taken on another boy, Clovis Thielt. Clovis was collared after Master Tap rescued him in Tyros from execution. We lived happily there for a time.
Master Tap freed Kyle and they became free companions. Not long after that, my Master freed me and we free companioned. Unfortunately, my chain sister Chloe decided she could not serve two Masters and ran away, never to be seen again. After some time in Red Rock, both chains left and started their own homestones. Tap built a second Three Winds and Marc and I established RavenClaw. It was there I started my school.
My first class was made up of Arcome Larsson, Kayl Torok, Salia Beck, and Zanadu Paine. We had many boys and girls through the school, too many to name, but all wonderful. However, there was one special boy, Kynzi Iwashi that caught our eye. Marc and I ended up collaring Kayl, Zanadu, and Kynzi. We loved our boys very much, each one special. Tap and Kyle purchased Arcome’s collar, where he later became First Boy of Three Winds. We lived out our lives on RavenClaw and visited Three Winds often.
However, things turned dark. Marc began to travel more and things became tight in RavenClaw. I took up a position as Head Slaver in White Water, before moving on to a position as Magistrate in Helmutsport to make ends meet. A man by the name of Alfonso purchased Kayl’s collar, which later lead to him becoming an infamous outlaw with the Vidrew. And then tragedy struck. Marc was killed in the woods by panthers during one of his travels.
Devastated, I moved to Three Winds with Zan and Kynzi. We built a house on the third version of Three Winds, a large island east of White Water and Tabor. Tap and Kyle’s boys helped us build our home. In addition to Arcome, they had accumulated the collars of Kyler Cheetah, Maartin Sands, Jordean Koba, Koi Moskolev, and Jaguar Clawtooth. RavenClaw was dissolved and my chain became part of Three Winds. We spent many happy days in Three Winds as my boys and I started our lives again without Marc.
And then…the war happened. The outlaws grew very strong in the region….The Dark Ahn, The Vidrew, The Arg’Faden. They would rape and attack the allied cities and wrecked havoc on Three Winds. A small group of renegades formed an Alliance. The Alliance was made up of citizens of White Water, Tabor and Three Winds that were angered by the corruption of the outlaws. The Alliance would execute secret missions to destroy outlaw fortresses.
One night, the Alliance came upon the outlaw Nemesis Sautereau. In a fit of rage, the Alliance killed him, led by my knife. It was that night the Alliance vowed to hunt and kill all the outlaws one-by-one. This started a great war between the outlaws and the cities. It raged on for many moons until the alliance was broken up and its leader, me, was captured by the outlaws. The outlaws in revenge burnt Three Winds to the ground.
The Ubar of White Water, Levy Munro, and Kyle negotiated a treaty with the outlaws. One of the conditions of the treaty was that I would be collared to Three Winds. So on that night, before the Ubar and Kyle, I accepted the collar of Three Winds in order to restore peace to the cities.
My boys and I now serve our Masters Tap and Kyle on Three Winds with our brothers. We live a peaceful existence on the island, allied with White Water and Tabor. Well, almost peaceful…..
Matrix Voom snickers, his lips curling in a mischievous grin.
[The Story Continues]
Many moons have passed and I am now a Master once again. I have but one kajirus, my faithful and loving Kynzi Iwashi, and my homestone…Three Winds. I live my life with my fathers, Tap Quentin and Kyle Onmura and their boys, Arcome, Kyler, Jordean, Jaguar, and Koi. My new existence stems from a loss of memory….an awakening. I have ventured into a new world with innocent eyes.
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hi ,how r u. Still thinking about u every day. And reading all your stories. Wish you luck and ….
We think about you every day as well. We miss you and hope you are happy. Love you very much!
Hi Matrix,
I enjoy your site, and your writing and ruminations about Gorean life. I’ve bookmarked your site for the gay Gor newbies I’ve found on my travels, they find it very interesting. In fact, I’ve just found an English kajirus that I’ve directed to read this blog and visit White Water. He could do with a gay friend/ mentor in Gor if you have room for another.
Tal Mistress,
Thank you very much for your kind words. This one tries his best to present all aspects of the Gorean world in Second Life for those new to either SL or Gor or both. I would be very honored to meet the kajirus you speak of and will be more than happy to assist him. Please send me his name when you have the time, Mistress. This one prays safe paths for you Mistress on your journeys.
Tal Matrix. During a search for an old interview I had done online, I came across your website here. It is good to see old friends and following them in this venue. I am proud to see what you have become from our interactions in SL Gor. I have seen you grow and progress and as many things that happened, both negative and positive, to see you where you are today. I wish you and A/all that are a part of your Family and Home the best, and don’t be a stranger. If you ever are in the area of Tancred’s Landing, pop on in and let this Old admin of yours now truned taverner buy you a drink.
~Charles Tiramisu, Taverner of Tancreds Landing, Formaer High Pasha of Red Rock~